| Tonight i felt a tickle in my heart that's making me smile. I have the realisation about the privilage that God has given us in this World. A realisation that Earth is a gift for us to explore the different kinds of feelings, emotions, people, things that we may not encounter in heaven. In Earth we are given the freedom and opportunity to feel jealousy, hurt, failure, complicated love and uncertainties that sometimes make us feel like we're shaking and just wanna pee in our pants. I call this an opportunity because just basically the way we're gonna handle these downfalls and overcome it is an opportunity to be proud of ourselves. ofcourse that is if you wouldn't let yourself to totally give in to these humane emotions. The feelings of struggling to be successful, to be accepted or just simply to be happy is but a temporary and one-time feeling that you can only experience on Earth until the time when you have to join God in heaven where your emotions and feelings are only limited to love, peace and joy. So why don't we look at the big picture and find an opportunity with every sweet success and funny downfalls that we can ONLY experience while we're still on Earth. Throw yourself out there, meet all the poeple that you can meet, be courageous and bold! Try to experience all the creations of God (as many as you can) which are nature and people. Don't deprive of yourself the gifts that God has made, but at the end of the day your ultimate goal is to make God and yourself proud. |
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| Dear you came upon me very strong and prompt An innocent longing start afresh as a natural charming blush It was such a bliss accepting your velvety touch The blood rush was pleasing but why leave blisters everytime we part Was it just a deceit when I first felt a sweet treat But I do not blame for it is wrong to always expect a shower of saccharine And although I know weariness will ever be present to haunt I will never allow hate for I did not let a rose dwell in my heart this long just for it to wither and leave only thorns. Jo |
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| funny how love controls your whole being. funny how love decides your mood. funny how love can lift your spirit up high and just an hour later will drag it down below. funny how love surprises you with unmanageable emotions you might not even realise where they're coming from. funny how love can make your body so numb it keeps you still for hours until you become one with the furnitures. funny how love makes you feel sick of thinking but then you just can't stop since nothing else makes more sense at all. funny how love makes you follow your heart when it's only meant to compel without understanding. funny how love sometimes gives you the feeling of peacefully sitting on a tree when being lost in the woods is what it's like in reality. funny how love inspires you of things that make you strong but then it would suddenly make you feel scared of being alone. funny how love makes you feel wiser by coming up with meanings even in garbled messages. |
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| It's the last Sunday of the month and we're approaching a colder month of June. I still have 2 weeks of revision before the final exam so now I'm starting to condition my brain and body to get used to studying everyday, hopefully starting today. I was happy with my assignment results and who could've thought I'd get a high distinction in Tax Law which is really awesome! But this semester isn't as fun as last year and I'm glad it'll be over really soon. |
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| then she came..
it wasnt the first time after those exhausting months so i would definitely know. now that i am sure when there is no assurance, now that i dont wana hesitate when i have to..i want to keep going. |
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